I should write something but I don’t feel like it. :(

The day at work is long and the evening is unspectacular because I am so exhausted emotionally. Additionally the upcoming autumn has hit me hard.. making me “comfortably numb”… having late shift for the first time this week, not really enjoying it. the day’s completely wasted that way.

But: I found myself something like a rythm, finally.. Going home after work only to go shopping. Then to prepare dinner and do whatever is left to do from the day, paperwork, money, whatever. I hate doing such stuff but I also know that it has to be done.
Did Anna educate me or did I realize that myself? I wonder…

it’s late.. again.. got to sleep or I will look tomorrow like I feel now ;)