you know that you are crazy about computers if…

I just cought myself thinking “well, actually it IS cold and I could turn the heating on a bit more.. but on the other hand: The cpu dissipates heat through the keyboard where my fingers are, the power converter and the harddrive produce heat where my wrists rest… it really could be worse.” ;)

Passively cooled laptops do have a lot of advantages. Especially in winter! :P

I am still studying for my exams, so far I have done four and two more are to come. This time I really fell into the rhythm, it seems. I get up at seven, start studying or working at eight and try to read as much as possible to pass the exams. I hope I can carry this motivation into the next semester and do a bit more before the exams next time, preventing another study-marathon next time.

On the other side, this permanent stress makes me unbalanced and even more chaotic as I phase out more and more “not so relevant” things to concentrate better on studying. This involves not paying bills, not talking to Anna, not keeping appointments (which in turn creates yet more bills – Anna was quite mad at me after paying 20 Euro for not appearing at the dentist and 36 Euro for not paying the tax for my motorcycle again)

At least I am making progress and I finally believe in what I am doing.

cats with (computer-)viruses

As Andrew Tanenbaum told us at the IEEE Conference of Pervasive Computing, it is possible to use RFID-chips to infect the underlying databases…

Read the full article on the website of the University of Amsterdam:

[…]the prankster decides to unwittingly enlist his cat in the fun. The cat has a subdermal pet ID tag, which the attacker rewrites with a virus using commercially available equipment. He then goes to a veterinarian (or the ASPCA), claims it is stray cat and asks for a cat scan. Bingo! The database is infected.[…]

Here is the full paper.

If I imagine Siepke infected with a computer virus, this cat gets only more precious ;)

fear…

I must not fear.
Fear is the mind killer.
Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration.
I will face my fear.
I will permit it to pass over me and through me.
And when it has gone past, I will turn the inner eye to see its path.
Where the fear has gone there will be nothing.
Only I will remain.

Frank Herbert, DUNE 1965

I am so busy with Biochemistry that I can’t even think of some words for here.. I miss the days when I was writing for hours!

a long time ago, in a galaxy far, far away…

M101

They really seem to show off once more before the Hubble space telescope will be decomissioned in 2011. This picture can be found on Hubblesite.org, being the most detailled view of a galaxy ever.. and it’s beautiful, even ;)
Makes a beautiful wallpaper.. *hint* *hint*

To get an idea how detailled the picture is: The original image is 15852 x 12392 pixels resolution, sporting 500MB of data. It features ~1 billion stars. The whole galaxy is expected to contain ~1 trillion stars. The light on the photo has been emitted 25 million years ago. Such things remind me of how small we (our planet) are and how precious our little life is.. not more than 100 years, most of the time ending even earlier.

Death and rebirth

My Mainboard did not survive the moving to Aachen, it seems.. 2 weeks after moving in a capacitor blew on my ASUS A7M266-D, rendering this beautiful dual-cpu board unusable :'(

As it is a quite exotic server/workstation board, spare parts are expensive as hell and a replacement cost ~750 Dollars (no joke) because ASUS recently declared it “end of life” making it a “most wanted” board for those that can’t afford changing hardware.
Suckers :P

Now, having good friends *hugs Sir Cubbi* I was given a replacement board. And I did what usually never works, I just plugged it in, connected my hardware and booted windows. After 30 minutes of hardware detection, a lot of restarting and a new activation of Windows XP I was able to use my system again. I’m running Cubbi’s 800Mhz “Thunderbird” processor now but I don’t really see much difference in performance from my 2x1500Mhz that I had before. That should teach me a lesson not to go for speed anymore in the future…

Ok.. this saves me from painful reinstallation of Windows. *grin*
(at least till I get a decent replacement.. dual core athlon or whatever)
And by the way: Fedora Core 5 will be released March 15th…
Please, please keep me away from the Install CDs till I finish my exams :D

It’s still 5 days to go till the Biochemistry exam. I must not fail this one!

we are sinking

it’s been some time i have posted a video but this one really warmed my heart :)
I just LOVE the german accent of “the german coast guard”
sinking

for the rest, I am in Amsterdam for the week to study, we spent around 800 euro yesterday at IKEA (yes, they are open on sunday) and are making us a home finally. There is a table and some chairs, now.
I cannot get photos online at the moment because my PC died unexpectedly and the laptop is too old to process the images from the digital camera but as long as I have memory chips it should be fine :)

Oh, I have gotten a little sick… again. Stress really is poison for the immune system :P
Not the best circumstances if you are supposed to study for your exams but at least I passed the bioinformatics test so my spirits are up and I am happy. Hannes, a friend at the university has provided me with his biochemistry script (including his comments), that should make it easy to learn for the next exam. yay! :)

life is good if you have friends!

and chicken meat is very cheap at the moment, I wonder why ;)

paranoid?

today I had some kind of an argument with Anna, about the disclosure of our address in Amsterdam. It was mainly about me not trying to undisclose personal details on the internet, like when sending mails to ebay-people that contain a link to your website where pictures of family and cat are to be found and also the postal address and phone number and so on…

According to her one has to protect oneself e.g. from the occasional psycho that might be disagreeing with me on my last email and decide to stalk on me (or poison the cat)

According to me, one has to undisclose as much information as possible to the world in order to show that there is nothing to hide. That gives no vulnerability.

I spent a lot of time thinking what it is that makes us require privacy in our lives and why we demand privacy… Is it really neccessary to be anonymously hidden in a big city?
Is my world really too idealistic to be true? Can’t we all just live together without suspecting the weirdest things when looking at each other? Well, always set the case that you get a chance at all to look at the other person, usually there are just too many to look at individuals, or they threathen you if you make eye contact by looking at them.

I guess I am just spoiled from the people from my village, where everyone knows everyone.. yeah, that sounds awful but it’s a good feeling that you can leave your door or window open at night and if you forget the keys inside your car once (or the mobile) it will NOT be stolen 1 hour later..

well, 20 points minus on my “perfect world” scale.. reality sucks :P

chaos

I never thought this would be possible but I managed:
In a 12 square-meter room I managed to lose something and not find it back.
Now, nothing special, happens all the time. And if it was a screw or some small item I would definitely agree but what I’m missing is: My pants. Crazy!
I am writing a test at 2 p.m., I don’t want to write it without them :)

Update: found them 2 hours later, now I can leave the house.

who’s your valentine?

When I was at the supermarket today, the woman at the counter handed me flowers. I really didn’t know what she was doing so I gave her a really stupid look and asked “what’s that for?”
She looked at me and said “it’s for valentine’s day” and smiled.
I had completely forgot about valentine’s! – And I’m not used to getting flowers so I stuttered something like “shoudn’t I give you flowers actually? I mean, I never get flowers..”
Judging by the volume of the conversation that erupted afterwards among the other women around the counter, I guess that I must have blushed a lot. ^^

Anna, I love you very much and I hope I don’t have to bring you flowers to make you feel that.
(although, it feels niiiiiiiiiice to receive flowers, I have to admit) :P

student kitchen

Sunday morning, university dormitory of your choice.

kueche
MPEG movie, ~1.8MB

I don’t intend to make this place a dump for silly movies but I laughed so much – probably because I can identify myself so well :)
Well, at least with the kitchen :D