special thanks to..
Heleen
Heij
Ayak
random trashcan
mac donalds
creepy locations (for filming)
my potted plant Willem
the book I killed a moskito with
weird pillow
the sketchy dude from around the corner
Ariana’s angry neighbors
my backpack
the door of the school
the panini that is lying there for 3 weeks already
the pot without flowers
the paper I write this on.
the dot from the previous sentence
ah, to be able to glimpse into the brain of a 15 year old…
I have an addition to my list of shitty people that I judge immediately without even getting to know them:
People that use blinking Christmas decoration.
you know what? just fuck you
the longest night is over. from now on the days will get longer again <3
they call them “the dark days before Christmas”
7 December was the last day I’ve seen the sun, and it doesn’t look like it’s improving today.
I’m starting to get really cranky
but maybe tomorrow… A very small glimmer of Hope has been announced by the weather service. You can be sure I will not be working at this moment but spend it outside with the dogs.
I just hated when I wake up in the morning and trump will be president. I also don’t like when people tell me that I shouldn’t be bothered with America… Because I’m not American. Let me illustrate
recent developments have confirmed my suspicion that there is something severly broken with humans.. something on the emotional/empathic side of things.
I can only stress what I have felt or years: Fuck you!
you people deserve tyranny and I hope your life is miserable and full of suffering.. fuck all of you and please don’t die.. I want you to suffer and realize what cunts you are. You don’t deserve freedom or democracy, you are the shitstains of society.. taking everything and never give back. I piss in your general direction. Fuck you!!! Fuck your children and I hope you witness them being ground up by the machine you just enabled. Watch how the life is sucked out of them. Watch while they turn against you.. because they will. They always come for you.. and I hope I will be there to watch when they do.
To all the others: I am sorry. I love you.