I’m really starting to “get in the mood” for being a father. If I compare myself with the person that I was 5 months ago (and the thoughts that were in my mind back then) I have changed a lot.
This morning we were at the midwife for Anna’s week 35 examination and all looks good so far.
she is experiencing the first test-contractions (as they call them) so it’s getting real now.

On the negative side, my grandmother died on saturday morning.
From what I heard, my mother is taking it “like a man” and talks about a redemption instead of death (granny was pretty dement in the end).
What I dislike is the fact, that I probably won’t be able to come over, as Anna’s birth can start now any moment. Plus: she can’t travel that long anymore.

i’m off to work now, hopefully that will get me to different ideas.

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